Zhang Xiao aka Xiao Zhang aka 張曉 aka 张晓 (Chinese, b. 1981, Yantai, Shandong Province, China) - 1: Shanxi No.1 2: Shanxi No.2 3: Shanxi No.75 4: Shanxi No.24 5: Shanxi No.9 6: Shanxi No.5 7: Shanxi No.6 8: Shanxi No.22 from Shanxi series, 2007 Photography
i’ve been at war with my body since those midnight stomach aches started in when i was 5. i’d sit on the kitchen counter in the dark and cry while my nana gave me pepto and milk in a cup. now i know that stomach aches only foreshadow worse things.
and not to self diagnose or anything but all of my symptoms forever line up with bpd and i worry i’ve been misdiagnosed for years, taking the wrong medication and looking at my issues incorrectly for years, and that’s why i’m now in this giant black hole and i just hope whoever i end up seeing can get me the help and/or medication i need